Monday, July 31, 2006
Birthday Season's Coming...
Had a enjoyable weekend last week.. Went over to my ex-polymate's house to celebrate her 21st Birthday... A age to mark your key for being an adult and freedom... Haha... Her hospitality was great... Especially with the buffets and the freebies... Heez... Below are the photos that we took on that day
Lihui... If you're viewing this... Happy 21st Birthday to you and all the best in your future endeavours and may you always be happy together with Yong Qiang~!! Looking forward to receive your wedding invitational card.... Haha ^_^
Posted by Andy at 11:01 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
How much is my life worth??
What the hell..!! Went to view her profile again... Was utterly shocked when I saw her status being changed to "In A Relationship". Earlier on she just said she cannot commit into a new relationship because she could not forget about her ex... and now?! All these shit are just excuses!! Pardon me for my harshness and this is my only channel that i can vent my anger on... I'm really very stupid to have put everything into this one-sided love... I'm really very stupid!!!You can say I'm petty, unforgivable or a childish person... But imagine if u're in my shoes... How would you have feel? It's ain't an easy thing to get over with... I'm not a casanova who can just get on with it and know more girls out there...
F*** care with my love life... It ain't going anywhere further and I have no hope for that either... I shall divert my concentration to upgrade myself.... Be a man of some status and recognition... I'm not going to be just the normal boy next door... Mark my words.....
Posted by Andy at 9:44 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Boring Saturday....
It seems like a long day to me since yesterday. I was on duty from friday morning till this morning... Was feeling shag as I did not manage to get a good rest with people coming in to the office as early as 4am.. So in the end... the moment i sat down in the train... I immediately dozed off... *Seem like a pig to you ya?" Haha... In the midst of the journey... I woked up because I drooled on my uniform!! W.T.H manz... Was deeply in my dreamland... But luckily nobody was looking at me at that moment... I was feeling damn embarrassed at that point of time... Guess I'm too tired... Been lack of sleep over the last few days...Went to view her friendster profile today... Was feeling kinda sad and angry when I saw her photos with another guy... I don't know why I'm feeling that way... But it seems to her that I don't even exist in this world and just totally forget about me... I had already told myself to forget about her... treat it as it had never happened before and move on with my life... But saying it is easy... Doing it is another different thing together... Sighx... Even though reality is cruel and harsh towards me... I still have to get on feet and move on... I CAN DO IT! I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG! I'M GOING TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN THE FUTURE!
Had a appointment with a friend today initially... But ended up "being put on a aeroplane" (Should know what it means ya?).... I can accept anything but please don't fall out on the last minute... I get really pissed off....
Apologies for my harshness... My mood isn't very good today... Went to McDonald during the afternoon to indulge myself with all the food... I will usually do this when I'm not in a good mood... A sucky day today... Pray that tomorrow will be a better day for me and also to the rest to you... Take carez!!!
